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December 19, 2009

Christmas

Filed under: Seafood — Tags: , , , — emiglia @ 4:20 pm

Christmas means different things to different people.

To some, it’s all about stress. To others, a time to get together with family. Sometimes, these two coincide.

Christmas when I was growing up was all about the city where I lived: New York. In the weeks leading up to Christmas, decorations would go up: the Rock Center tree would be lit, the windows at Macy’s filled with new things to peer at while being hustled and pushed by hundreds of other people in fur coats and heavy boots. I didn’t mind, although I hated going inside and suddenly sweating in all of my layers, only to go back outside and freeze.

For a little while, Christmas coincided with panic… go figure, as pretty much everything else in my life, at one time or another, has coincided with panic. I remember panicking because I was growing up, panicking because suddenly things that seemed so easy to believe were difficult to fathom. I panicked because I wasn’t ready to have to deal with being an adult, and for some reason, at Christmas, growing up seemed much closer and much more difficult than anything else.

I’m still not quite sure how I got from where I was then to where I am now, but somehow it happened, and I like Christmas again, although it’s not nearly as magical as when my father would take me by the hand and bring me to the huge department stores to pick out a gift for my mother and look at the windows, finishing up with lunch at Fred’s (in Barney’s New York), where I would undoubtedly order risotto, which at the time seemed like a magical transformation of rice, which I didn’t like (still don’t), into a silky, savory pudding I wished would never end.

I’ve learned the magic behind risotto and that behind Christmas, and perhaps that’s why I don’t get the anxious flutter in the pit of my stomach when I buy my Advent calendar or start shopping for Christmas presents. I still get it when we sing Oh come, oh come Emmanuel, but since I don’t go to Catholic school anymore and Advent masses are typically in French, not English, the times when I sing that song are few and far between.

Sometimes, I wonder about what Christmas means to other people: after all, Christmas means something different to everyone, even to the people in my house, who were all raised with the same Christmas and finished by growing up with distinctly different views of the holiday. I always wanted the Christmas of Italian feast of fishes: staying up all night on Christmas Eve to go to midnight mass and eating our huge meal to break the fast instead of after a morning of opening presents.

This years windows at the Bon Marché in Paris.

This year's windows at the Bon Marché in Paris.

Instead, I have a strange mix of my old Christmas, when I slip back into my childhood bedroom and pretend that I never left, and my new Parisian Christmas, where I let the windows of Le Bon Marché stand in for those of Macy’s and make myself a mini fish feast, with two instead of seven in a spicy tomato sauce that reminds me of home.

Pasta Fra Diavolo

2 cups pasta, cooked

2 tsp. olive oil
1 onion, minced
2 cloves garlic, minced
2 tsp. chili flakes
1/2 cup white wine
2 cups tomato coulis
250 g. shrimp, heads and tails removed
250 g. calamari rings
salt and pepper

Heat the olive oil in a wide, heavy saucepan over low heat. Add the onion and a pinch of salt, and cook, stirring occasionally, until soft and translucent, about 10 minutes.

Add the garlic and chili flakes, and cook until fragrant, 1-2 minutes. Add the wine and stir to encorporate. Add the tomato coulis and stir to combine. Season with salt and pepper.

Cook the pasta according to the directions. When it is nearly ready, bring the tomato sauce to a simmer and add the shrimp and calamari. Cook for 2 minutes, until cooked through. Add a ladleful of sauce to the pasta to keep it from sticking, and then serve the rest of the sauce on top of the spaghetti. For a true, traditional experience, do not serve this pasta with cheese.


December 13, 2009

Nearly a month ago…

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: — emiglia @ 9:48 am

Nearly a month ago, I made my first of two Thanksgivings this season. We turned grocery shopping into a team sport and bought more butter than should ever be purchased at once. We cooked pounds upon pounds of sweet potatoes, the last of which we had grabbed from under the nose of another American woman (it’s a dog-eat-dog world when it comes to sweet potatoes in France). I set out two days to make the meal: one for pies, one for food. What had at first been an early Thanksgiving for those who could not go to my “real” Thanksgiving in London soon became a meal of epic proportions, as people started requesting invitations. The group exploded exponentially from seven to fifteen, and there were five pies.

So why have I waited so long to write about it?

I’m lazy. I’ve been at school 9-5. I’m exhausted. I’m lazy.

I really don’t know.

For the past three years, Thanksgiving in Paris has been my tradition. It started on a whim and soon exploded to what it is today: weeks of planning, careful preparation and timing, writing schedules so intense that if I had paid this much attention to studying for my exams, I would probably have a Nobel Prize in physics by now. What I liked about this year was the fact that I was actually able to enjoy myself, actually confident enough that I could finish everything without burning that I sat down with everyone else and ate.

From the first pie crust I made with my friend Matt sitting in the kitchen, watching and keeping me amused, to the last tray I pulled out of the kitchen, carefully watching in front of the oven to make sure that nothing burned, it was a surprisingly stress-free Thanksgiving. My friend Kat had made us feathers to wear in our hair so that we could dress up as Indians. Matt made sweet potatoes and mashed potatoes, and our friend Shyan brought a giant salad. We ate leftover pie for weeks.

And then, because I am a crazy person, the next weekend, I went to London and did it all again.

The Menu:

Apéro
Pigs in a Blanket
Baked Brie

The Meal
Rotisserie Chickens
Stuffing
Cranberry Sauce
Make-Ahead Thanksgiving Gravy
Mashed Potatoes
Creamy Herbed Potatoes
Corn Muffins
Sweet Potato Biscuits

Dessert
Pumpkin Pie
Sour Cream Crumble Top Apple Pie
Pecan Pie
Sweet Potato Pecan Pie
(all with Vodka Pie Crust)

Tarte Tatin

December 3, 2009

La Sidreria

Filed under: Beef — Tags: — emiglia @ 5:06 pm

I’m sorry it’s been so long. Please say that steak makes up for it.

I am still in Paris, but I’m so overloaded with work, I hardly know what to do with myself. I’ve taken to riding the bus the wrong way on purpose, just to have some time to think, before finally getting off the bus somewhere near St. Paul and dragging myself onto my bus to ride it all the way home, where I devote myself to lesson plans, concept questions and trying to figure out why my teacher uses the word galvanizing so often.

It’s strange to be back in school, especially when I was convinced just a few months ago that it would be years before I went back, if I went back at all. It’s even stranger, though, to think that just a little bit less than a month ago, I was still in Spain. I spoke Spanish… it’s been weeks since I uttered a word of Spanish. I was still surfing every day and spending my nights drinking cider. Oh, that I had the time to spend my nights drinking cider.

In San Sebastian, the sidreria, the cider house, while perhaps not as internationally well known as the other specialty of pintxos, is, regardless, an important staple of the gastronomy. January is prime cider time, and the barrels lining the walls of these massive restaurants are filled with the freshly made bubbly drink.

Unfortunately, I didn’t have the opportunity to be in San Sebastian during the cider season. Fortunately, I knew several people who knew of sidrerias that were still serving the classic meal, and so I went twice: once at the beginning of my trip and once at the end.

As you can see from the photos, the meal is always the same: served family-style, each table receives sausage, omelette, bacalao with green peppers, txuleton (that would be the steak), and sheepsmilk cheese with membrillo and walnuts. And, of course, unlimited cider.

And pretty much unlimited everything else as well.

Cider is served by the customer: you fill your glass as you see fit from the taps on the wall, and if you hear the call txotxe! you’re expected to run to the taps with everyone else to fill your glass and down it. It’s a very amusing thing to watch, and even more amusing to participate.

Just typing this now, I can’t help but be struck with disbelief. Disbelief of the fact that it’s already been a month since I left Spain, and disbelief of the fact that it’s only been a month. Disbelief of the fact that it’s been so long since I posted on here, or since I had time to make anything more exciting than stewed lentils for myself as an evening meal and chicken and mustard sandwiches for lunch.

But school is temporary. Work is temporary. My Internet silence, for better or for worse, is temporary. I miss this blog, but I know that it will be waiting for me when my life no longer revolves around making flashcards and telling people, “You can say it, but I understand something different.”

Food is forever, for food is tradition. If I’ve learned anything since moving to Europe, I’ve learned that. Food cannot be rushed: I know more Parisians than I would care to admit who would rather chain-smoke a pack of cigarettes than eat a rushed meal. And that’s their decision. For me, it’s a strange balance between the food I want to make and the food I have time to make, the things I want and need to write and the things that I know I will write someday, that hide out as little blips of ideas on the backs of the worksheets I make.

Radio silence isn’t over yet, I’m sorry to say, but until it is, I leave you with apples.

Note: Thanksgiving has come and gone, with no word from me, and for that I apologize. I actually did have the time to make and serve not one but TWO extremely intense Thanksgiving dinners. I just haven’t had the energy to scrape myself off the floor and post about them. Look for it this weekend, my first weekend in the past three that I have NOT made upwards of four pies.

November 18, 2009

I’m Sick

Filed under: Chicken, Soup — Tags: , , , — emiglia @ 7:43 pm

I’m a lousy sick person… probably because I’m never sick, and I don’t really know what to do with myself when I actually am. I whine and moan and complain to anyone who will listen, going to bed early and taking naps and giving myself all sorts of other leniancies I don’t usually allow (I’m very strict with myself, usually), because I have a runny nose or a hacking cough or itchy, watery eyes (of which I currently have all three. Whine whine whine.)

It’s not for lack of wanting to write that I’ve been absent the past few days: first I arrived back in Paris from Spain, then I had to move into my cousin’s and unpack (a task I loathe almost as much as packing–why do I travel so much, again?) Luckily, with the aid of the Artist and the Musician, I managed to move across three arrondissements in a shopping caddy, but that’s another story for another time.

I started a blog post a few days ago… really, I did. I had good intentions. But then I didn’t have pictures and I didn’t have groceries and I went to visit some friends for the weekend, came back, and started going to full-time Monday to Friday 9-5:30 school. I don’t think I’ve been in school this much since boarding school, and even then I managed to take a nap between my last class and “sports,” which were always either yoga, figure skating, or sports excuse from when I dislocated my shoulder… skating.

I’m losing my train of thought, but I’m going to allow it, because I’m sick. And distract you with this picture.

This is my home now. (Literally… this is the view from my window.)

And this is my soup. It’s nothing fancy or dressed up, nothing that you would serve to anyone else aside from yourself and perhaps any other sick friends who may happen to saunter by. It’s not my favorite soup, but it’s mine: the soup I make for myself when I’m sick, because while it’s easy to promise to make someone soup if ever they should feel a bit ill, it’s not the sort of promise that a lot of people follow through on. And with my new crazy schedule (full-time? seriously? me?), I don’t have time for anything more fancy or even for a run up to the 20th for spicy soup–my favorite 7 euro pho from Belleville, dyed bright red with Sriracha, the instant cure for what ails ya’.

I allowed myself a shortcut (because I’m so lenient): in France, store-bought broth does not exist. Can’t get it. Anywhere. I loathe bouillon, but there is a time and a place for everything, and a quick chicken soup on a weeknight is just the thing. You don’t need much if you use enough vegetables, and if you have the store-bought stock, feel free to sub it in. I will allow it.

Chicken Soup for the Sick and Whiny and Lazy

2 tsp. olive oil
2 onions, chopped
1 rib celery, diced
3 carrots, cut into half-moons
3 half chicken breasts
salt and pepper
1 tbsp. powdered chicken bouillon
4 cloves garlic, minced
1 quart water
1 tsp. dried thyme
2 tsp. dried parsley

Heat the olive oil over a low flame in a stock pot. Add the onion and sweat, adding a pinch of salt and stirring occasionally, 10 minutes. Add the celery and carrots and turn up the heat to medium. Stir occasionally and cook 5-10 minutes, until the carrots begin to color.

Move the vegetables to the side to expose the bottom of the pot, and add the chicken breasts. Season with salt and pepper. Turn the heat up to high and cook until the chicken is browned on one side, about 5 minutes. Turn over and sprinkle the minced garlic over the cooked side of the chicken. Brown the other side as well.

Sprinkle the bouillon over the chicken and add the water. Bring the entire thing to a simmer, then reduce the heat to low, add the herbs, and cover and cook until the chicken is cooked through, about 15-20 minutes. Remove the chicken from the pot and shred. Add it back and serve to whiny sick people.

November 10, 2009

Markets

Filed under: Fish, Seafood — Tags: , , , , , , , — emiglia @ 4:09 pm

For those of you who do not speak Basque and may have been confused by yesterday’s post, agur is Basque for “goodbye.”

Yes, I have left San Sebastian, back in my home of Paris. So what’s with the piquillo peppers? I’ll get to that.

Coming back to Paris was a little bit of a shock for me: I wasn’t entirely sure if I would be happy to be back, miss Spain, be too cold, get along well with my cousin with whom I am now living… However I needn’t have worried: Paris welcomed me back with open arms. I am loving living with my cousin (back in my old neighborhood), and as far as this city is concerned… well, it feels so close to home after exploring and discovering a new city that three times today I’ve been convinced I was actually back in New York. (Granted, I was inside working, but still: it was strange to realize that my mother was not on the same time zone as I was, that there was no way I could go out to a SoHo bar tonight, and that the people I should be sending my “wanna do something tonight?” texts were my friends from here, Paris, my new home. Not New York.)

I guess what I’m trying to say in a strange and roundabout way is that coming back to Paris from San Sebastian was a bit like coming home: you drop your luggage and instead of looking around excitedly for new things to discover, you just fall back into an old and comfortable routine, like a pair of flannel pants: worn, used, familiar. Perfect.

But that doesn’t mean, in any way, that I miss San Sebastian any less. Luckily, I still have these market pictures, which I have been meaning to post for you, which means that I can go on a gastronomical walk down memory lane to all of the things that are no longer available to me, like bacalao, which became a food group for me while living there: salty and tasting of the sea.

In contrast with the Parisian markets (which you can see in the first two photos), everything in the Spainsh markets seemed to be personalized. I’ve been to tons of markets in Paris, and wherever you go, you find the same things. The same was true in San Sebastian, but little personal touches, like putting olives on toothpicks, made the vendors seem different to me.

I love that they’ve marked that the oranges are “very sweet.”

These cabbages were larger than anything I’ve ever seen, even in the States.

I don’t remember what these were called, but I remember the woman who urged me to take a taste: they have the texture of a light apple, and they’re tiny, about the size of a kumquat. I loved the acidic taste, almost too sour to eat out of hand, but with a hint of sweetness that makes it possible and even enjoyable for those like me, who like to eat baking apples and used to eat lemons from the rind.

Beans are an important part of a Northern Spanish diet. These black alubias, which turn brick red when cooked, are used to make a traditional dish of stewed beans served with various meats and cabbage. It’s delicious and extremely filling!

I’m no stranger to cheese after the markets of Paris, but the varieties offered in Spain are much different from what you would find in France. Many of them are sheepsmilk cheeses, and often, the vendor comes with his or her own cheeses straight to the market to sell directly to customers, which makes cheese an affordable luxury.

Membrillo is the typical Spanish accompaniment to cheese: sweet quince jelly that can be sliced and stacked atop wedges of manchego…

…or paired with already spreadable cheese! Nuts, called nueces in Spanish, round out the tastes. The three items never seem to be far apart on menus or in markets in Spain.

These squash were massive and bright orange in the center.

Two lone pigeons lay amongst a display of apples, for sale as-is, with the feathers and head still attached.

Guindillas became one of my favorite foods: I ate them by the kilo roasted simply with salt, olive oil and garlic.

One of my favorite things were these red piquillo peppers, bright red and shaped like tongues. They were featured on nearly every restaurant menu in some form, but I didn’t buy mine here.

Or here.

At one market, I found a stand selling peppers roasted to order. They would dump massive buckets of the peppers into this roasting machine, and out they would pop, charred black on the outside.

Crates stacked up all around of peppers they had already sold throughout the day. Customers were buying them by the kilo, ready to jar them for the winter.

I myself bought a kilo and set about making peppers stuffed with bacalao, a typical pintxo in San Sebastian, and one that I love.

The peppers are stuffed with brandade, as it is also called in French, oddly enough. It’s a combination of bacalao, garlic and cream, and is divine. Unfortunately, when in San Sebastian, I was in a wetsuit every day… not terribly forgiving material. Luckily, I put my thinking cap on and came up with a version that is both delicious and not quite as high calorie as the traditional version, which I assume you would need to eat every day if you were herding your own sheep, making your own cheese and carting your own peppers to market.

I am back in the land of mini-légumes, and I’m happy about it, so please excuse the occasional post that sounds a little bit nostalgic: I can’t help it if I left part of my heart back in San Sebastian.

Roasted Guindillas
2 cups guindillas, washed and dried
1 tsp. salt
1 clove garlic, crushed
1 tsp. olive oil

Preheat your oven to 450 degrees F. Toss all the ingredients together in a pan, and place in the oven. Roast for 15 minutes total, tossing once halfway through cooking time.



Not-So-Bad-For-You Brandade-Stuffed Piquillo Peppers with Piquillo Pepper Sauce
2 pounds roasted piquillo peppers, the skins removed
1 tsp. olive oil
1 onion
2 cloves garlic
3 small potatoes
250 g. salt cod, rehydrated
1 T. whipping cream
salt and pepper

If your peppers were fresh, carefully remove the stem and seeds without ripping the pepper, so that it retains its cone form. Reserve 10 of the best-shaped peppers, and dice the rest.

Heat the olive oil in a saucepan and add the onion, diced, and one clove of garlic, minced. Sauté until the onion is translucent, and then add the diced red peppers. Cook over low heat, stirring occasionally. Add water by the half-cupful until the peppers have fallen apart and formed a chunky sauce, about 30 minutes. Season with salt and pepper.

Meanwhile, heat the cream, salt cod, potatoes and other clove of garlic (whole) in a saucepan. Add 1 cup of water and cook, stirring occasionally, until the cod has broken down and has a creamy texture. When the clove of garlic has completely broken down and been incorporated into the mixture, it’s ready (about 30 minutes). Season with black pepper.

Using a spoon, stuff the cod mixture into the reserved peppers, and carefully place into the sauce. Heat until just heated through, and serve.

November 9, 2009

Agur, San Sebastian

Filed under: Uncategorized — emiglia @ 8:29 am

As someone who often uses too many complicated words to say very little, I find it oddly fitting that the only thing I can think of to say today is agur.

Agur to Parque Cristina-Enea, which I walked through every day on my way to school and yet never paid a second glance.


Agur to things I never really understood, like gastronomic societies, so private in their membership, but so public in their love of food and fun, who dance in their front yard and don’t care who takes pictures.

Agur to surfing, my new favorite thing, and agur to Mikel, but especially to Dany, who was with me the whole way.

Agur to walks around a new city, to falling in love again and again.

Agur to the people who made it special, but most of all, to the realization that I still know how to be alone.


Agur to gathering up a couple of friends, to climbing fences, climbing walls and climbing rocks to get to the perfect place to watch the sun set from Gros.

Agur to perfect sunsets.

November 5, 2009

La Rioja

Filed under: Becoming a Wine-O — Tags: , , , — emiglia @ 5:02 pm

Yesterday, I skipped class to drink wine.

Due to past actions as well as the fact that I am only a recent college graduate, I feel the need to clarify that statement: I skipped class, not to sit in my room alone with a bottle and a Dixie cup, but to accompany some friends on a trek through La Rioja, the wine region two hours away from San Sebastian.

 

I had been to la Rioja once before–five of us packed into a car that didn’t quite seat five, no matter what the car rental people said. We drove down the highway listening to a kitchy Swiss German cover band, slowly watching as the scenery changed from grey and drab as it so often is in San Sebastian to blue skied greenery and sweet, small towns with names that were difficult to remember.

Our first stop was Santo Domingo de la Calzada, where we visited the Ermita de la Virgen de la Plata, a sweet little church overlooking an even sweeter little square.

These peppers hung in the windows of nearly every home, and I found myself, as I often have in the past seven-odd years of finding romance in the day to day normalcy of other people, wishing that my normal involved plucking red chiles off the wall before making dinner.

As you can tell, I snapped pictures of everything, wandering the town in awe, not knowing what to expect, and therefore expecting nothing, a turn around every corner a surprise and an adventure. I loved everything, refraining from exlaiming over red-bordered windows and Gothic architecture, unsure of what the four other people would think of my tendency to wax poetic over the mundane.

 

After a coffee to warm ourselves up–regardless of what the blue skies and sunshine may convey, it was quite cold on that day back at the beginning of October–we piled back into the car and drove further out, out into the countryside, into the greenery, and I saw a familiar sight.

Vines.

The first vines I remember seeing were in Paziols, chaotic and wild and everywhere. In Paziols, vines are so common and land so expensive that it’s not unusual to see abandoned pieds de vigne, green branches growing willy-nilly wherever they may please. This was so different, so ordered. I couldn’t rip myself away from the window.

Which may have been why, when I saw this strange pink structure, I was a little stunned. Never mind that it’s ultra famous, a hotel designed by Frank Gehry of Guggenheim fame. Never mind that the building is home to a famous hotel and an even more famous bodega–all I could think of as I stared at it was, ¨That doesn’t belong here.¨

We parked the car in front of it anyway, getting out to stroll around the park that lies below the hotel, which sits, untouchable, upon a hill behind a gate. Serious-looking guards–the only things I’ve ever seen the Spanish get serious about are food, wine and football–informed us that there was no way we would even see the hotel, restaurant or bodega without a reservation.

Opened to the public is the wine shop, which we visited, if only to take pictures of the bottles, standing in rows and reminding me more of the American view of wine, as something highbrow and only for the upper crust, than the Spanish view. I’ve gotten used to drinking my tinto from a large glass that looks like the ones we use for tap water at home, but the prices here (upwards of 400 euros for some bottles) reminded me that wine is not always a daily splurge.

We got back in the car to see the building from another angle, and while I had to admit it was interesting, I was much more intrigued by the old structures, the ones that had been there for years, crawling with ivy and stories.

I guess I’m old-fashioned that way. And for the record, I also prefer my wine in a glass I can wrap two hands around, as I’ve gotten used to drinking it over the course of my nine weeks here.

We abandoned the hotel Marques de Riscal and the town of Elciego–I love the name of the town, if nothing else, which means “the blind”–for the road, more snapshots, more sky.

We finally found where we were headed–LaGuardia–although we passed through Cenicero just to be able to see what a town called “ashtray” would look like. For the record, I’ve seen many towns with prettier names that were nowhere near as sweet.

LaGuardia is one of those walled towns up on a hill that seemed so sweet and cute the first time I saw one, and now, tens of cute, little European towns later, I’ve started to take for granted.

I should never take something like this for granted.

We wandered the town, stopping in little parks and even more churches, and I found myself whipping out the little Moleskine that has become more a part of me than anything else ever has, scribbling notes and no longer caring whether my travel companions found me ridiculous for loving everything I saw.

I loved a metal sculpture of shoes, which even had a pair like the ones I used to clomp around in in high school.

I loved a gazebo made of glass that reminded me of the one from The Sound of Music, which made me want to dance around and sing with a 17-year old telegram messenger-turned-Nazi youth (if you haven’t seen the film… no, I’m not a Nazi. I just like Rolf.)

I loved the playground we found, where we played like children for a few minutes before loading ourselves back in the car and moving forward, to Logroño.

Of all the places we saw, Logroño was the largest city: we walked around the entire thing, up and down the river that split it in two.

And when we couldn’t walk anymore, we got yet another cup of coffee at a café, watching as several tables of Basque men in berets sang to one another and drank glass after glass of wine.

Oh… wine. Right. Tha’s why we were there, wasn’t it? Hard to say… you see, what we were unaware of before piling into the car that morning was that wine in all of la Rioja, and not just at the exclusive Marques de Riscal, is a highbrow affair, something that you plan ahead for, calling to reserve one of the coveted places at a bodega tasting.

Which brings me to cutting class yesterday.

One of the good things about finally having a blog I can be proud of is giving out the address to random people. I know that many of them will probably never type the URL into their browser… I am in the minority that craves reading things that people I know have written. I feel like I’m peering into their souls. On the rare occasion that I stumble upon someone like-minded, I feel an instant bond: they cite me to myself the next day, exclaiming over pictures, and they tend to introduce me to anyone and everyone they know who has even the slightest interest in food. Which is how I met Jon and Nicole, the English couple I ate cake with a few weeks back.

Jon runs a company here in San Sebastian called San Sebastian Food. The minute he described it to me, I fell in love with the idea–we’ve moved past cellophane wrapped, labelled, translated, packaged tourism experiences and moved into the nitty gritty: what Jon offers is the proverbial “real thing,” gastronomic experiences in San Sebastian that he discovered as a tourist himself, integrating with locals, pointing and asking, “What is that?”

Luckily, his company is still in the development phase. I say luckily, because if it wasn’t, there’s no way I would have been wandering through the murky darkness of an underground wine cave at 10 in the morning yesterday, doing a “test run” of the sort of experience he hopes to offer to clients.

As we drive through what I had thought would be familiar terrain, I am stunned by the differences between this and what I saw just a few short weeks ago: the expanse of green vines have turned so red and orange that I no longer crave apple picking and New England fall–from now on, this color, so bright it looks like a painting, will be fall for me.

What strikes me most, though, is the smell: we don’t even crack the windows, but the second we cross into the estacion neighborhood, the entire town smells as though it’s been steeped in wine.

We visit the Bodega Bilbainas, where a fellow Brit shows us around: he tells us all about wine–from the history of this particular bodega (founded in 1859 by French winemakers) to the process of making it, from the cost to the grape selection to the bottles they sell here–mostly Crianzas, like in most of the region.

We visit old caves and new caves and see thousand of barrels–over 170 000. They smell damp and warm and cool and old all at the same time and remind me of seaside houses after a cold August storm, before the fall rolls in.

The bodega seems to be a massive maze of buildings that never ends; every time we leave a room, there seems to be another, another huge line of barrels, another distinct smell. My favorite, oddly enough, is the oldest room where they store the ancient oak barrels that hold the cheapest of their wine–the smell is a slap in the face, sweet, like honey or molasses, which I wouldn’t expect. The alcoholic acidity I’m used to is nowhere.

The rain lets up, and we take advantage of a moment of blue sky to tour the vineyards, my sneakers getting stuck in the mud and releasing every step with a satisfying smack. We taste the grapes left hanging on the branches, the ones that grew too late for the harvest: I remember eating the barely-sweet Muscat grapes, just a hint of the sugar that would turn them into the syrupy dessert wine in the background, so I’m completely unprepared for what explodes in my mouth–sweeter than any table grape but with a complexity I can’t fathom. I have to restrain myself from plopping down in the mud and eating them by the handful.

Instead, I take more pictures–of witchlike, barren trees, bright blue skies and fields of wine on fire with autumn. I’m struck by the realization that this is the true definition of the now-clichéd expression unreal.

 

It’s almost enough to make you forget about the tasting.

Almost.

We sit at a round table set for six, five glasses apiece and fancy jars for spitting, which I do not do. Instead, I drink and listen as the five wines are described: the first is a Viña Pomel, a 100-year old brand that is everything Rioja is meant to be–acidic and young, mid-weight with an oaky background and a long finish. The important thing, I’m told, is the balance between red fruit and oak. “You can’t tell where one stops and the other begins,” our guide tells us, before laughing and calling it “a breakfast wine.”

This is the best part, after all: even our guide admits he’s no good with tasting terminology, with telling people what to smell.

“After about 15 years, they all taste the same,” he tells us as we sip a 1991 Poma Reserva, nearly brick red in color, smooth and strange, like sherry wine without the sweetness or acidity or bang of alcohol. Some at the table don’t like it, but I find myself contemplating the sheer absence, the fact that I can’t put my finger on what it does taste like, only what it doesn’t.

Of course, that could be the wine talking.

I jot down the name of my favorite–the Viclanda Reserva 2004–before hopping back in the car with a bottle of red in a burgundy bag and riding off into the vines, towards a mid-morning cortado and tortilla con pimiento picante at a little spot Jon knows.

Our next stop is the exact opposite of everything we’ve just seen: where the first bodega was ancient and full of history, this one is new and modern with a custom-built building that allows for the wine to be made without pumps: gravity allows the seven floors to help in the actual making of the wine.

I take notes like a good student and learn quite a bit–about which wines use oak and which don’t, about whether to include the stems or to remove them, about the conversion of malic acid to lactic acid… but the science of it doesn’t speak to me nearly as much as the views from the building do.

And, of course, the tasting, which features two wines–one white that has the body and heft of a Muscat and the delicate taste of a Chardonnay and a red that goes down easy and smooth. To accompany them, we eat smoked salmon with dill and corn and a plateful of Spanish chorizo.

As we drive back home through the vines, to the real world: my suitcase I need to pack, my deadlines looming, my train ticket I’ve lost somewhere in the organized (?) chaos that is my desk, I can’t help but think that this–this local knowledge, this ease and flow and adventure all rolled into one big surprise… this is why I haven’t moved home for a real job, even if my bank account demands it.

In case any of you were still wondering.

November 3, 2009

Pasta with Mushrooms and Gorgonzola Sauce

Filed under: Pasta, Vegetarian Main Dishes, cheese — Tags: , — emiglia @ 9:08 am

Note: Please be aware that this post was scheduled to go up on Halloween, and then my Wordpress had a fit and died most unfortunately. Put yourself in a Halloweeny mood if you like. P.S. Sorry for the pictures, which are probably the only scary part of this not-very-Halloweeny Halloween post.

Today, most people have their Halloween posts going up–something sweet or creepy or at the very least black and orange. I do not.

Halloween is not a big deal in Europe. I recently learned that the holiday is, in fact, of Irish and not American origin, but it’s in the States that we start getting ready at the end of August, throwing up ghoulish designs and selling costumes in stores as soon as kids are back in school. Here, if anyone celebrates, it’s college kids–the Halloween celebrations I’ve seen since leaving the States usually involve dressing up and drinking (multiple, strong) drinks with dry ice in them so that they smoke like witches’ brew. Don’t get me wrong: I love those celebrations, but there’s something so safe about being a kid and trick or treating, guarding your bag of candy like your bounty once you’re safe at home.

I’m leaving Spain in a week, and leaving a place always gets me thinking: I’ll miss San Sebastian, a city I’ve come to know and love. It’s a strange feeling to arrive in a new place and know that soon this will be your home, soon you’ll know everything about it, and yet that’s what’s happened yet again here, for me. San Sebastian is mine now, now that I’m ready to leave it.

I’ll miss the surf, of course, the surf I’ve waxed poetic about since I got here. I sold my surfboard yesterday–I’m sure I’ll have a new one soon, as soon as I arrive in Argentina, but it still felt like something so final, and it’s strange to sit in my room and not see it here.

I’ll miss walking around and speaking Spanish–my Spanish is nowhere as good as my French, but even giving directions or the time in Spanish, saying agur (goodbye in Basque) when I leave a store… it will be strange to be back in France and then soon after in America, back to my normal routine.

But there are things I’ve missed since coming to Spain, one of which is cooking for people. I’ve gotten used to being the point person for a new recipe or for bringing something delicious to a party, and here, due to whatever reason–the fact that I don’t have my own place, the fact that we party out more often than we stay in–has not been the case. I never realized how much I love having people to cook for until suddenly I was alone, cooking for myself, regressing back to the dishes of stewed tomatoes and vegetables that got me through my first few weeks in Paris, the weeks where my kitchen was my own and the only plate at my dinner table was mine.

So a few nights ago, I decided to cook for myself as though I had people to cook for, as though I had people other than myself to impress, and impress I did. This dish is simple to make, but it’s one of those dishes where the product is so much more than the sum of its parts. Slowly cooking earthy mushrooms with sweet onions, adding just a little bit of cream (if you’re feeling bad) and a bit of blue cheese (even if you’re not) and serving the whole thing over pasta infused with even more mushroom deliciousness… well let’s just say that even if you’re cooking for one, you may forget that you’re the only person you’re spoiling.

Pasta with Mushrooms and Gorgonzola Sauce

1 tsp. olive oil
1 tsp. butter
salt
1 onion, sliced
350 g. (12 oz.) mushrooms, sliced (I used plain white button mushrooms because they’re cheap and so am I, but feel free to change it up. And please, slice them yourself.)
black pepper
1/4 cup vegetable broth
1 tsp. cream
1 tbsp. blue cheese
1 cup mushroom fettuccine (or other pasta)

Heat the oil and butter over medium heat and cook the onion with a bit of salt until just soft. Move to the sides of the pan and turn the heat up to medium-high.

Add the mushrooms to the pan in batches so that there is no crowding. Allow to brown and release their liquid, and then combine with the onions at the sides of the pan, tossing to combine and then moving back to the sides of the pan. Repeat until all the mushrooms are cooked.

Reduce the heat to low and add the black pepper and broth. Meanwhile, cook the pasta.

When the pasta is cooked, add the cream and cheese to the mushroom mixture and stir until the cheese is melted. Remove from the heat and add the pasta. Toss to coat, adding pasta water if the sauce needs thinning.


October 23, 2009

Things that make me blissfully happy:

Filed under: Beans and Legumes, Restaurant Reviews — Tags: , , , — emiglia @ 7:58 am

The smell of wood-burning fires.

The taste of hot apple cider.

The smell of wood-burning fires and the taste of hot apple cider together.

Skiing and singing to myself when no one can hear.

Braiding pigtails in anticipation of skiing.

My “Champagne Supernova” ritual.

Staring at a blank page, waiting for drops of blood to appear.

Piercings.

Being with people who know me through and through.

Making tomato sauce and smelling the garlic hit the hot oil.

Riding down an unknown highway at night when someone else is driving.

Sitting in silence with another person while the both of us get lost in work.

Meeting other Americans abroad and just knowing.

Holing up in a café with a café cortado (also known as a café noisette or a caffe macchiato) and my computer to write while I stare at the rain.

Surfing in the rain.

Surfing at all.

Seriously… I don’t understand how something that I barely knew anything about could become such a huge part of me in such a short time. I live for 4 o’clock, for forcing myself into a long-sleeved wetsuit and heading for the surf, board under my arm. I love to watch raindrops fall on the surface of the water–I am in Basque country, after all–especially when they’re so strong that it looks like it’s raining up instead, like the air is absorbing the ocean drop by drop all around me. The rainwater mixes with the saltwater on my face, and I never know when I lick my lips if I’ll taste clear fresh water or the heavy salt I now recognize after being tumbled again and again and again… not that I mind in the slightest.

I get a pang in my stomach when I even think about three weeks from now, when my hair will not be constantly wet, when I start to wear makeup during the day again, because there’s no reason not to if it’s not going to come pouring down your face as you make your first duck under a breaking wave.

I’m getting a little hint of what that will be like now: for the past two days, the waves have been four meters high here–so high, they even make the river angry–and since I can’t get to Mundaka, and even the best surfers in Gros don’t attempt to surf this ocean, which looks ready to devour you whole, I’ve been standing with the rest of them–all of Gros in a line along the beach instead of in the water or in a bar with a caña, watching the waves lap the beach, attacking the rocky jetty and spraying those who get too close.

Today it’s raining again, the kind of rain that I love to surf in, the kind that not only falls but seems to attack the ground, pounding and pelting every surface with gallons of water. I got a pang of longing as I stared at the uncharacteristically empty ocean and beach and headed instead to ZM, a café and restaurant right on the shore, writing instead of surfing, staring through the glass-paned windows at my ocean, already missing it even though it’s not yet truly gone.

During a pause in the rain, I went outside to take pictures, but they don’t do these waves justice: they’re huge and wild and untamable, perfect except for the fact that I can’t be out in them myself. I stood at the edge of the boardwalk and watched them smash the rocks, staring so hard I thought they would absorb me whole. When I got back, I licked my lips, and they tasted like salt spray, the salt that seems to be a permanent fixture of my life here, crusting my eyelashes and drying my hair into beach waves even though it’s nearly November, much longer than I usually allow my hair to curl rebelliously around my shoulders instead of styling it into something more manageable.

I let my usual café cortado go cold as I relished the taste of salt, licking my lips until that too was gone, and all that was left was a hint of rainbow outside and the whitewash of waves at the foot of the hill that looks out over Gros.

Vegetarian Sort-Of Chili

This isn’t really chili, but I treat it like I would chili, sprinkling shredded cheese on top and dousing it with Tabasco. It doesn’t really matter what you call it: it’s perfect after finally abandoning your seat by the window and trudging home through the pelting rain.

1 tsp. olive oil
100 g. lardons, bacon, ham… whatever
1 clove garlic, minced
3 carrots, sliced into half-moons
1 can pinto beans, drained
1 can white navy beans, drained
2 cups tomate frito or tomato purée
2 tsp. basil
1 tsp. oregano
1-2 dried cayenne peppers
salt and pepper

Heat the oil in a heavy stock pot over medium heat. Add the garlic and ham and cook one minute. Add the carrots and cook 2-3 minutes, until they start to color a bit.

Add the beans, tomato and herbs and spices. Cook over medium-low heat, stirring occasionally, until the carrots are soft, about 20 minutes. Add water if the mixture gets too thick. Serve with hot sauce and shredded cheese.

October 20, 2009

Gâteau Basque

Filed under: Cakes — Tags: , — emiglia @ 3:14 pm

I don’t know if the universe has a plan: I may be cocky at times, but I’m not nearly cocky enough to pretend I have any idea what the universe may or may not be planning for me or for anyone. All I know—all I really can know—is that things have a way of working themselves out, even when you think that there’s nothing that can be done to make your situation better.

I live a life of extremes: I’m not an optimist nor a pessimist, but I can be both in the span of five seconds. I can convince myself that everything is wrong with the world, that I’ll die lonely and bored, that I’ll never make it as a writer and I may as well just hunker down in my pajamas and eat oatmeal until I run out of money… and one little phone call or text message can completely change my outlook on life, make me want to take a shower (to cheers from the rest of the population), comb my hair and actually drag myself out of my desk chair and away from my novel (or, more frequently, web comics with the word document containing my novel opened behind them) and out into the world.

Case in point: I woke up this morning after a weekend spent like jet lag: nights I couldn’t sleep and days I couldn’t stay awake. I was all set to spend Sunday in my pajamas with an episode of House running in the background of what was sure to be on the less-productive side of my productivity scale (yes, I have a productivity scale), when I got a call from a friend and an invitation to go on a hike.

My younger self would haved died at the mere suggestion of exerting myself to climb up a hill (mountain, actually), but this self was up and in the shower in five seconds flat–what had started out as a grey day spent indoors turned out to be the sunny fall day that had made this my favorite season long ago and that is a rarity here in the famously rainy and gray Basque region.

We set off in the car towards the border with France, and we soon reached Peñas de Aya, a mountain near the French border that, according to legend, was kicked up by a Basque mythical character called Sanson, inspired by the Biblical persona of Samson, a character I’ve loved ever since seeing the opera Samson and Delilah at fourteen and even more so ever since I discovered that Regina Spektor and I share the same soul.

It reminded me, strangely enough, of another famously cloudy city: San Francisco. When we moved there for a year, I was twelve, and my father used to pack the four of us (my youngest sister was six) into the green Land Cruiser he drove at the time to wind the snakey turns up to Muir Woods, just over the bridge in Marin County. He would force-march us through the mulchy trail, exclaiming over every massive Redwood, “Isn’t it incredible?” And it was… the first dozen times.

But here, I was the one exclaiming, the one whipping out my camera at every turn to take a picture of the pitching cliffs that extended over grassy fields and out to the towns nearby. From afar, we could see San Sebastian, like Rio with its Jesus standing over the city. It looked so small from up so high–it hardly seemed possible that the last six weeks could have been spent in a place so small, that everything I’d done and all the memories I’d created were restricted to that little town, which looked like a model town from Mr. Rodgers.


When we reached the top, we stood for awhile, looking out at the view, before another group, this time a group of Spaniards, plopped themselves down next to us and pulled out a packed lunch. They ripped pieces off of baguettes and made mini sandwiches with ham and cheese. They swigged wine directly from a bottle they passed around, a habit I had picked up long ago in Cannes that the French had always scoffed at, claiming that if they were ever caught at a picnic without glasses, they would forego the wine altogether.

Suddenly, we realized we were hungry.

Into the car we went, off towards the French border, which we crossed, our destination a tiny town called Sare in French and Sara in Spanish. When we arrived, I was struck by how different it seemed–the Spanish side of the Basque Country–el país vasco–seems just that: Basque. The French side, however, is strikingly, purely French. Perhaps less than Hendaye, which I had visited last year–at least here, the signs were posted in both French and Euskara, but I felt strangely back in my element as I ordered a café noisette instead of the café cortado I’ve become accustomed to ordering here in San Sebastian (both consist of a shot of espresso with just a little bit of foamed milk on top.)

To go with our coffee, we split a gâteau basque, a rich and buttery cake filled with a layer of either jam or cream–we opted for cherry jam, which was sweet and perfect against the sandy, barely sweet cake. The three of us finished a cake meant for four in record time and soon were back on our way towards Spain. With a bonne soirée instead of my now typical agur, we were back outside, stopping in at a small, local church before heading off on our way.

In the impeccably kept cemetery, we ran into a French woman devouring her own gâteau basque, this one filled with cream. She spoke no Spanish: although the border is only minutes away, people from each country tend not to be able to switch languages with as much facility as one might think. “I mean no disrespect to the cemetary,” I translated later for my English friends, “But it’s such a beautiful day.”

One thing had nothing to do with the other, and yet I understood.

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